[ current music : dare you to move - switchfoot ]
[ current mood : woozy ]
[ currently reading : GoF 'The Hungarian Horntail' ]

1. Leaving me to live alone is probably the best thing that came out of my mother's mouth today.

2. My worst enemy? CHORES. and its sidekick? The HEAT.

3. You know, if i continue on my "no sex 'til i see dan" strike, i may die.

4. LBOPS and UBOPS. Ask Karlo (crage_ralius). He might as well tell you about the rough sex. No, we didn't have online sex because i still find that terribly disgusting. Even if i'm really REALLY deprived right now, i will not resort to that. God, i prefer the real sex, thankyouverymuch.

5. Dan and his fucking cigarette. One word: Hot. AND may i add in that he smokes Marlboro Reds? MARLBORO REDS! If i see him down the street it would be easier to approach him if he's smoking. Because I can just pretend that i dont have a lighter and then borrow his or his cigar. And then he'd be like "okay." He seriously has the cutest 'okay' ever.

6. and staring at his picture doesn't actually help my being deprived. I just wanna barge in to his door and then shag him senseless. Or even snog the living daylights out of him.

7. I am in love with Dan right now. So please PLEASE stop flirting with me. Sheesh. It's a wonder how girls can actually get along with you. Maybe you're waiting to come out of your closet. Geesh, waiting is like soooo last summer.

8. My Victoria's Secret Romantic Wish Silkening Body Splash bottle is now empty because of that suspicious chlorine-like smell that the room had yesterday. If i found out that Jason actually wanked inside my bedroom and on my bed, i would seriously stab him with a fork til he dies.

9. Last night was, how shall i put it? Hmm. A big fat fucking waste of time! See, we went to baywalk and all that. SHEESH! My parents don't even let me out of their sight. And the whole liquor ban thing isn't doing good either. And it's like torture there because you see couples (no matter how terribly disgusting and cheap they look. no offense.) around you being all smoochie-poo. If people weren't actually watching me (seriously, first time to see a tall, chinese girl with an Irish lad who can't even stop his big gob from saying AYE?) i might have pushed them off the edge so they'd drown like fucking iguanas.

10. "It's your turn now" ohmygollywow. "It's not a lie i saw him" gahhhh. "It's exciting isn't it? Breaking the rules?" lalalalala.

11. Have you seen those stupid Ever Bilena Victoria'sSecret look alike?! GOD! Stop with the piracy! Come up with your own scents and style for a change! And the whole Body Butter thing was stolen from The Body Shop and don't even get me started on those Careline products. Sheesh.



You see him sitting there by the window pane, his cigar danggling in between his middle finger and his pointing finger. He's looking out, watching as the sun slowly rise. You stare up at him, watch him as he brings the cigar up and take a chug. The tip lights up and he blows the smoke outside. You move slightly under the sheets, wrapping it around you to cover your nakedness. He notices you and looks up, his blue eyes reflecting the slight sunlight coming in through the window. He gives you a slight smile and walks towards you. "Hey," he says as he sits on the edge of the unmade bed. You blush when you notice he isn't wearing anything. It's weird, you think, that you're embarrased to see him naked in front of you and yet you were the one who ripped, literally ripped, his shirt last night. You look down, avoiding his blue eyes. The eyes that were above you the whole night. "Hey yourself," you say back, feeling inadequate. He's too beautiful for you, you think. You don't deserve him. He turns away and stubs his cigar on an ashtray and turned his attention back to you. He feels your insecurities and he reaches out and cups your faces and tilts it up so you're meeting his eyes, "you're beautiful," he says. "truly beautiful," as if he could read your mind. You feel yourself blush but you don't look away. His thumb caressing your cheeks and his eyes never leaving yours. You slowly prop yourself up with your elbow as he slowly leans down. Your lips meet his and all your insecurities, doubts and fears fade away, "Yeah?" you mumble while your lips hover over his, so are you, you think but you don't say. "Yeah" he breaths out and then kisses you.

andthentheyhadsexagaingoodbyetheend.

isnt that just the fluffiest story i've ever written? My my some things dont change though, seeing as every story i write now will more or less be smut ficlets.

here, i made some wallpapers. click on the thumbnail to view:




 

4 Comments:

• i love the daniel one!

  By Anonymous, at May 14, 2007 1:23:00 PM  

• These are totally fantastic! Great job! :)

  By rickmaniac, at May 14, 2007 3:18:00 PM  

• Love them all! Especially the last one :)

  By Anonymous, at May 14, 2007 7:30:00 PM  

• I just love the fluff story.. ;)

  By jam, at May 23, 2007 6:21:00 PM  

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